SMALL WOODEN BOATS
The small wooden boats
Travelled from overseas in my dad’s briefcase
Harboured now on the shelf above my bed
Their shadows like waves
The blue paint on the wooden hulls matching the tub of Nivea
with my mum’s fingerprints in the cream
Invisibly soaked into me
I’ve hidden memories, stories and secrets
Like old shoeboxes in wardrobes
I have avoided reflections in mirrors
And jumped over cracks in pavements
The smell of stew on a winters night
Or half-baked cookies from the oven
Potato cakes all crispy with butter
Plates laden with love and soul
So many memories, postcards and phone calls
Like laundry blowing on the line
I have been lifted up by my reflections
Drying the tears in my eyes
From houses built in trees at the garden’s edge
To castles built of stone and sand
Every car journey was an adventure
Destinations to explore and land
So many memories, photographs and echoes
Like Christmas decorations up in the attic
I have returned home through my reflections
Mending the cracks in my heart
Long have I sailed away from that childhood
With story books and love wrapped days
That’s why I have become
Who I promised to be
From back then, to now and always
So many memories, photographs and echoes
Like Christmas decorations up in the attic
I have returned home through my reflections
Mending the cracks in my heart
So sail on strongly
Like a small wooden boat
Carrying its treasures
On a make-believe wave